55

Today's my country's independence day! We're 55! My country may have more negatives that positives, or it could have more positives than negatives, depends how you look at it but I love my country nonetheless. Traffic, bad etiquette of some people and other things irk me to the maximum but I'm still a Malaysian. Our diversity is off the charts and the integration of all the races is phenomenal! YAY MALAYSIA.

Selamat Hari Merdeka to all my fellow Malaysians and Selamat Hari Jadi to Malaysia!

Higa

So Arief got into the Google Hangout with Ryan Higa and he got him to give me, Colin and Danielle a shoutout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok.

Happy Birthday Liam James Payne! I love you to death ok? Ok.

Here's to the weird and wonderful.

10 Things About Me

1. I will not stop sipping my drink if the cup has a straw in it.
2. I hate and love math at the same time.
3. I always think that I'm going to forget everything like what I should print, do, copy, etc. so I always make a point to write down everything that I should do.
4. I want to redecorate my room. Like now. 
5. I keep a lot of things - I don't hoard - but I keep a lot of things.
6. I love crossing things off my to-do lists. Who doesn't?
7. I miss NYC terribly; I've never lived there nor have I been there more than once but it's such a great city that it has made such a big impact on me. After all, it's where I want to live/study when I'm older. A girl can dream.
8. I love long plane rides.
9. I love to play Ultimate Frisbee. Like, I really do. And TOUCH RUGBY. AND VOLLEYBALL.
10. I absolutely cannot wait for tons of things.

27.8

Today was a stressful day - full of homework and responsibilities but I gotta get used to it faaast. It's only the beginning. I guess I can handle it. I have at least two forms to hand in but this is because it's the start of the year where I join all the clubs and etc. Nonetheless, I have completed my homework and am free to do whatever I want now. JOKES I SHOULD SLEEP. But I had volleyball today. It was alright I guess, we had a volleying drill that please me a little but the rest was a little bleh.

I've only just realized that if I can't handle sophomore year's work, what am I going to do in IB? Can I just quit school but still succeed in life? Can everyone just do that? But yet again, school years are probably going to be the best years of my life - everything else is going to be uncertain but they probably will be. The future is inevitable. But I hope my time management and organization skills will improve throughout the years and I will be able to prioritize more and such so I can just handle all this stuff.

Ok? Ok.

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• Me: *Doesn't party*
• Me: *Doesn't drink*
• Me: *Doesn't sleep around*
• Me: *Doesn't get knocked up*
• Me: *Stays up past 1 AM; Maybe goes downstairs to make a sandwich or something*
• Parents: WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU UP SO LATE DID WE TEACH YOU NOTHING WHERE DID WE GO WRONG YOU'VE WOKEN UP THE WHOLE HOUSE YOU HIDEOUS DEVIL CHILD YOU'RE DESTROYING THIS FAMILY.

"Happiness is based on a just discrimination of what is necessary, what is neither necessary nor destructive, and what is destructive." - The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas by Ursula K. Le Guin

I don't know how to interpret this quote but it's true. We do classify happiness by our needs. What about everything else?

Hoping for a good and productive day.

Note to self:

Leroy

Hey NY I kinda miss you. A lot.

© my photography ♡

VB

So I made it to the Varsity Volleyball team aaand I find this to be a great achievement but I sometimes feel that coach was obligated to pick me because there were 6 spots open and 90% of the people who tried out were five. But other than that, I've been really trying to improve on my bumps and digs. I guess I have my serves down but I could do better. Once I perfect my overhand, I'm going to work on my jump serves but that's the least of my concerns right now.

Let's see how the first game goes.

Today was a fast yet fun day! PE was a shame though I only scored one frisbee try or whatever. :( But I did dive and intercept a few so that was great. The rest of my day was rather bland. English was a ball of stress, Business was chill and Mandarin was pretty chill too. But after school I had to stay back for a bit because madre picked me up late and it was fun! Laughed tons and that really got me happy haha. And we had a shortened lunch today because of Student Connections after lunch... Fiona and I had the biggest craving for Connie's brownies and some juice but we had no time to eat it so we had to smuggle it into the silent theater. That was such a challenge because we put our brownies in a plastic bag...and we had a teacher in front of us and we were exposed to the stage (where a teacher was talking) because the three rows in front of us were empty...EXPOSURE. But it was super funny because we kept looking at each other and would just force ourselves to snuffle the laughter. Usual.

Then yeah, after school I hung out a bit well. Not really, just waited on my mom but I was having fun with the people who were still there and laughing like TONS. I actually had my 'no sound laughter' like at least 5 times...ahh I love my friends. So good to have Ahmed back too!

So much homework to do though here we go.

hi

• 1: What are you wearing? ISTA shirt and lululemon shorts!
• 2: Ever been in love? Love's a big word - so I guess no but I've liked some people A LOT.
• 3: Ever had a terrible breakup? I guess, yeah. I'm not sure.
• 4: How tall are you? 5'6.5"
• 5: How much do you weigh? 126 lbs. FAAAAAAAT.
• 6: Any tattoos do you want? When I'm older, probably.
• 7: Any piercings that you want? A cartilage one!
• 8: OTP? Rachel and Joey in FRIENDS.
• 9: Favorite Show? Right now, Fresh Prince of Bel-Air 
• 10: Favorite bands? One Direction, Radical Something, WTK 
• 11: Something you miss? Freshmen year (the social part...), NYC, a lot of things
• 12: Favorite song? Right now, The A Team by Ed Sheeran
• 13: How old are you? 4
• 14: Zodiac sign? Cancer
• 15: Hair Color? Dark brown with copper streaks and a bleached streak. 
• 16: Favorite Quote? "You'll Never Walk Alone"
• 17: Favorite singer? Bruno Mars
• 18: Favorite color? White or pastel blue
• 19: Loud music or soft? Loud when I need it, soft when I study
• 20: Where do you go when you're sad? My bed
• 21: How long does it take you to shower? 15-20 days
• 22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 7 weeks
• 23: Ever been in a physical fight? No
• 24: Turn on? the lights? jokes I'm not that lame. Uhh, humor, nice body (LOL SORRY BUT YEAH), a good smile, if you care.
• 25: Turn off? Cockiness.
• 26: The reason I joined Blogger? Documentation of my interesting life
• 27: Fears? Ghosts, heights (sometimes), creepy crawlies, bad grades lol how Asian, and murderers...
• 28: Last thing that made you cry? This video...
• 29: Last time you cried? Like two days ago ^^^^^^
• 30: Meaning behind your url I'm fat
• 31: Last book you read? The Help by Kathryn Stockett
• 32: Last song you listened to? One Thing by One Direction
• 33: Last show you watched? Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
• 34: Last person you talked to? Fionaaaaa 
• 35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? Amigos bestos
• 36: Favorite food? Korean, Chinese, Japanese or Malaysian
• 37: Place you want to visit? New York City AGAIN
• 38: Last place you were? Publika
• 39: Do you have a crush? I don't even know
• 40: Last time you kissed someone? Two eras ago
• 41: Last time you were insulted and what was it? LOL, the person insulted me behind my back but he probably doesn't even know I know...he's a piece of cow dung. UGH. Makes me pissed just thinking about it/him. 
• 42: What color underwear are you wearing? The color of ______
• 43: What color shirt are you wearing? Blue
• 44: What color bottoms are you wearing? Neon pink + white
• 45: Wearing any bracelets? Nope but anklets, yes
• 46: Last sport you played? Volleyball
• 47: Last song you sang? Lego House by Ed Sheeran 
• 48: Last prank call you remember doing? I don't
• 49: Last time you hung out with anyone? Today after school-ish?
• 50: Favorite movie? Men in Black III or The Parent Trap

Last one in a while hopefully.

Been posting a lot of pictures lately. Maybe it's because I don't have anywhere else to put 'em if I don't feel like putting it up on twitter. I have a tumblr too but...whatever.

Frisbee tomorrow though!

TV

Yay started watching Fresh Prince of Bel-Air avidly and restarted FRIENDS! Hopefully I don't get much homework tomorrow and spend my weekend just watching these two amazing TV series! I can't wait for all the new seasons of the TV shows that I watch to come out like New Girl, Castle, Criminal Minds and all that woo.

Just hoping I won't pass out during the in-class essay tomorrow because I have no idea how I should prepare for it.

Why. Just...why.

23.8

I feel like blogging about my day...besides the volleyball part cus that's hard to explain. Also, I'm kinda happy because I barely have any homework for the weekend!

So first I had World Studies and we did this 'simulation' I guess where we break into the three Estates that existed during the French Revolution and came up with laws in a given situation. And then we took some notes aaand no homework! Then I had Journalism which was pretty okay. We learned about cutlines and how to write leads. It wasn't too much of a drag but I have a small assignment as homework.

Science was pretty chill, we watched some video and did some work with velocity and such. Then we watched three other videos about the statistics in Olympic times and distances for 100m men's, 100m men's swimming and men's long jump. It was pretty cool. Then in Math I had a test...hopefull I do well on that one. I studied and am quite confident but this is my first grade and it'll determine my first overall score. If that makes sense. I don't even know. SIGH. Then volleyball which was quite boring but I liked serving and learning the rotations was kind of confusing but I got most of it eventually.

Oh, and after Math, I had to interview a teacher for the high school newspaper aaaand...that was awkward haha. I had to record him and he kept interrupting me it was kinda weird. I don't know I guess that's how it is. It was pretty okay though he was nice.

So yeah. Basically one homework assignment and I have to write up my interview! YAY!

10 Things I Like That I Wouldn't Be Able to Express in the Usual Few Words

1. When I have everything planned out and I fulfill/go through with my plan.
2. When my desk is clutter-free before I start working and it stays clutter-free while I work.
3. When I can settle down with a book in my beanbag without getting distracted.
4. When I know I don't have to wake up early and my bed feels super comfortable.
5. When I know I have time to watch at least one episode of FRIENDS or whatnot before I go to bed.
6. When I realize I have no more homework due for the next day or that I have nothing else to do due the next day.
7. When my family just sits around doing nothing or watching TV together and laughing at the same thing.
8. When my entire family engages in one WHOLE conversation with no arguments or conflicts.
9. When I get assignments that are easy and somehow fun to do that doesn't consume too much time.
10. When I need something like technology to work and it does.

Dream desks (only I would have dream desks...)

 

I want to be the voice that people have been longing to vocalize. Let's see if that turns out well.

Humans are a wonder yet humans are a pain.

Society is pretty much screwed up.

So many things I want to do but just might not achieve. What do I do with myself?

A myriad of thoughts train through my mind. Everything's moving at the speed of light. It's pinning on to me that just about everything's changing and won't stop changing - opinions, people, etc.

Goals - achieve them.

This year, I've got to set the bar high.

I want to go to Columbia, I want to be in NYC. I've got to set myself into reality, dreams are swallowing me alive.

Can't days be longer?

Why can't everything just fit into place? Just like how everyone would like it.

What is it with me? What am I doing wrong?

YOLO isn't for doing stupid stuff that would just end you life quicker, it's for doing things that would mean something to you, that will lift you out of your comfort zone, that would make you think "Wow, I really just did that. That's one thing to check off my bucket list." Not things like smoking weed and getting high and practically pregnant. Be the adventure that would make you feel so elated that you've done it.

I'm saying all these things not because I am doing it - they're goals or thoughts. Nothing's been achieved. What CAN I achieve?

I'm not quiet but I've got the most chaotic mind.

10 Things I Look Forward To

1. Summer '13
2. Start of Volleyball season
3. Start of Touch season
4. Ultimate Frisbee on Wednesday
5. For Ashley to start school on Friday
6. Castle Season 5 starting
7. New Girl Season 2
8. Semi-Formal for some reason lol
9. SEASAC Touch
10. The feeling I shall get when I finish all my homework

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LFC just lost their opening match of the Premier League to West Brom.................................wow.

Don't know why I'm blogging about this because it's a depressing event but I had the urge to blog I don't know why...I'm so lazy right now I want to do homework but it's so late and I don't want to be all tired tomorrow but I haven't done anything yet and I have tons due omg I'm so unproductive I want to cry.

I've been watching Bones a lot lately and I'm having weird attractions to David Boreanaz. Seeing Booth and Bones together is so heart-warming but I'm feeling sa lonely. :( Ew, hormones.

Ugh, I hate World Studies so much rn, I have two two-paragraph things to write, I have a six-word memoir for Journalism due, I have a short multi-paragraph thing due for Business and I have English vocab words due...

Almost done with English.

Okay, why did I just blog about this. Okay, a picture to make this have a point.

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I like the questions things. So I'm going to do one more. Last one in a long time, I bet. Post about first three days of school coming tonight hopefully haha.

This was taken from tumblr (one of those put a word in my ask and I'll answer the question corresponding to it things) so I've deleted the words just to make sure this thing makes sense. I've altered some things too.

• What song do you listen to when you're feeling down? I don't know actually, I just listen to anything. I'm not the type of person that can just feel better because of a song...
• Do you drink Tea or Coffee? Coffee.
• Tell us an embarrassing story. I don't remember any, tbh.
• How many languages can you speak? Three.
• Tell us three fears. Ghosts, death, creepy crawlies.
• What was the last board game you played? Uhh, pictionary? 
• What was the last book you read? The Help by Kathryn Stockett.
• Have you ever walked into a glass door? Yes...
• Do five jumping jacks/star jump. Ok.
• Who's your biggest celebrity crush? Probs 1D...or the Nick guy from New Girl, he's abnormally hot.
• Do you believe in marriage? It exists doesn't it?
• What would you do with 1 million dollars? Give about 60% of it to charity and use the rest for either my education or my family.
• Tell us three things that your parents disapprove of? Drinking at a young age, going out without telling her, bad grades I guess.
• What is one thing you'd like to change/fix? My organization skills (of both time and work)
• Post a pic of your lovely face. LOL WHAT LOVELY FACE. So just my face. 
• Name three Disney movies that you adore. Is the Parent Trap one? If not, uhh idk tbh haha.
• When's your birthday? July 10.
• What do you aspire to be? A journalist.
• Do you sponsor a cause? Sponsor? I think so, forgot which one though oops.
• Do you play/watch sport? Yes and yes. I watch football and rugby and I play touch rugby and ultimate frisbee and netball woowoo. Hopefully volleyball...soon.
• Do you play an instrument? Yes, three.
• What's your favourite color? Pale blue.
• What is your favourite animal? Pandas, or sloths. OR DOGS.

PTX

They're an a cappella group consisting of four males and one female. I'm not one of those big, big fans so I'm not full of information about them. Just find out yourself, I guess, I'm really lazy right now but this is too amazing to not post.

They're amazing in my opinion so if they're mediocre for you...bye.

Another

So I'm gonna do another one of those questionnaires like I did yesterday because I feel like posting about something but I can't think of anything. Today was my first day of school...I guess I could blog about that but I'll do that some other time maybe tomorrow because I complete both first odd and first even day tomorrow. I have a two day rotation schedule, just so you understand the prior sentence.

A: Who was the last person to piss you off? What did they do?
This person, he was being a dick.

B: Do you miss your ex? What would you do to get them back?
Not really I guess, nothing.

C: If you had to choose between your best friend or your significant other dying, who would you choose?
No comment, despise choosing between people whom I love.

D: Everyone has a few demons, what’s your worst one?
Demons as in things that I do or idk, say (?) that make me guilty like a habit? I'm not sure.

E: Have you ever cheated on somebody?
Nope.

F: Are you a virgin?
Yes.

G: Do you believe in ghosts?
I watch horror movies and get so scared but I honestly don't know.

H: If you knew your girlfriend/boyfriend would be truly happier without you, would you leave?
Yeah, I guess.

I: If you liked someone with a terminal illness, would you still date them knowing they might not live much longer?
If it makes him happy then yes.

J: If you sold your soul, what would it be for?
Um, first of all why would I sell my soul? But if I did...it would be...for...actually, I don't know don't do this to me.

K: Would you ever kill someone? What would be a good reason?
No, nothing.

L: Have you ever told a big lie, one that you felt bad for? Did you ever come clean?
Yes, yes.

M: Is there anything that you’d never do for any amount of money?
Get locked in a room full of bugs and a murderer or something.

N: Would you consider yourself vain or narcissistic?
A hint of both, who isn't vain and/or narcissistic even if they don't consider themselves to be either one or both. Everyone has a bit of those two qualities in them.

O: Are you open minded, or do you judge people and things before you give them a chance?
Open minded. I wouldn't say I don't judge AT ALL because I tend to do that a little with the littlest amount of people. I only do if they appeal to me as something very obvious however, I do change my mind once I've met them. I don't judge and set my mind onto whatever opinion I've established.

P: Politics, what are your thoughts on them?
I don't get most of it but I know about corruption, democracy, socialism, all that stuff if it counts. Actually I should know a little bit about politics...but the question isn't asking that... Obama though.

Q: Do you prefer peace and quiet, or loud chaos?
Depends.

R: Religion, what is yours? Do you believe in a god?
I think I'm Buddhist...but I'm not a very good one. I don't have the Eightfold Path in my life...and I eat beef and I'm not very good with finding the peace within myself and all that.

S: What is your sexual preference (straight, gay, bi, pan, ace)?
Straight.

T: What is your favorite sexual position?
Scroll to 'F' lol.

U: Has anyone you knew ever died? If so, who?
Yes, my grandmother, my mom's cousin brother sooo I guess my uncle, and other people in my extended family, meaning my grandfather's brothers and sisters' families and whatnot.

V: Do you ever want children?
I guess, why not.

W: If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
The US of A, England or Spain.

X: Do you do drugs? Drink? Smoke?
No, no, no.

Y: Is there anything you wouldn’t do for love?
Giving up something that makes me happy.

Z: Would you ever have sex for money?
LOL NO.

I just realized that the letters before each of the question have a significance in the question...there's at least one word in the question that starts with the letter before the question. The word is not one of those conjunction words it's one of those, like, 'main words' I guess. Like for P, the word is politics. I think this only starts with 'f' though...'j' doesn't have it, and it stops at 't' HAHA. So I guess my theory's a little bit off but whatever. YAY! Now you feel like you're in third grade and want to punch me.

10 Things I Like About School

1. My pals
2. Our school spirit
3. How we have Spirit Week
4. How we celebrate UN Day
5. Some of the teachers
6. The caterers
7. How it's a floating school even though walking to classes CAN be a pain in the ass
8. Our field
9. The sports they offer
10. The diversity of the entire student body

I know, we may not have all the countries shown in this picture or there may be countries that this picture doesn't show but...diversity ok.

Q+A

I know most of you wouldn't care but I've decided to do a few (lol, 2) of these. I've been seeing them around and just never got to it. I've always been wanting to do one so just go away if you don't want to read this. I've found all of these on either tumblr or other blogs so. If there are same questions, I might answer differently in each one or they might be same, I just won't omit the repeated one because I'm too lazy. Btw, sorry if the text is of a different font, it's because I've copied it off somewhere and sometimes my laptop just copies everything like the background color, font, etc. even though I've set it to default settings on my blog. This is going to be a quite long post but I like these things so you will either find it interesting, weird or downright a waste of time, I frankly don't care, but it's your choice to leave, read on or read on a little then leave.

Alright, here we go.

I have the need to tell you this though, when I was typing the paragraph above...and well this text to, the voice in my head that reads as I type was the voice of SamPepper ok.

Here we go, the first one (copied off tumblr so I think the chat box format is there but DEAL, BTCH - my answers are italicized & in purple):

• 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? When I'm telling them how I feel.

• 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? Oh this is going to make me sound like the fattest hippo on the planet but my mom told me that we were going to this place for dinner and they have the most badass noodles, fish and clams there. Like I cannot explain how good the food is (Chinese cuisine, of course) and I got really excited because I thought "Hey, what a good way to end the summer." but no, my mom decided to change plans without even asking anyone and asked my maid to cook. Now, this may sound like I'm totally unappreciative of my maid (who is really rude to me, by the way) and the food I have but...it's my last day of summer, let me have some good food please, Mom. I still feel a little bit annoyed but...I have something planned.

• 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? Okay, First of all, I hate thinking about dying in a plane crash because that's just a horrific way to leave Earth but I would call my mother. I would tell her that she means the world to me and that I wouldn't be the person that I am today (or was...if you know what I mean)

• 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? I would so that I wouldn't be hiding anything from the people I trust and love, that way I would be able to live happily because holding something in would just make me miserable. I would just do whatever I want and live without a care in the world; I would be scared but eventually I would just have to accept it.

• 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. Oh, this is tough, really tough, but I would go with trust. Living without trust would just make you a worrywart, actually, no, it wouldn't make you just a worrywart, it would also make you a killjoy and a pain in the ass because of your constant worrying. People have lived their life without a partner and if I had to choose between love and trust, I would rather live without love.

• 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? I would save the damn dog's life. A lowlife that wouldn't take me saving a dog's life as an excuse would just not be worth working with. If I do get fired, I wouldn't mind because it was for a good cause. Even though it would be hard getting another job.

• 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? The one I love the most (as in affiliates I guess) because yet again, I would rather live with trust.

• 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? If I was having feelings for him too, I would obviously be happy and confess to him too. However, if I didn't like him, I would just say that it's okay and it probably happens many times. I wouldn't make him stop, not because the relationship would never happen, but because I can't force him to do something so difficult for normal people to do.

• 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? I would do it because she has impacted so many people's lives in so many ways that she sure as hell deserves to spend one more hour with her family. 

• 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Depends, I have some bad sides to me. I don't want to flatter myself but I think that I am a pretty trustworthy friend but other than that, I can't really say.

• 11. Does love = sex? Hell, no.

• 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? To be honest I wouldn't but I would feel so guilty about it. I, too, would have no other means of income but I may not have a family to support. If I do, the more the reason for me to not leave my job. I wouldn't be the only one in the office either. Also, I would live with the biggest amount of guilt in me for the longest period of time.

• 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? I'm not telling you that...even though this is a to be honest sort of thing. 

• 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? Telling them that I don't love them back even though I would have a lot to lose if I did tell them I loved them.

• 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? THING? My inhaler...I would die without it.

• 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? KRYSTAL, my other half.

• 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? I don't really understand the one moment and one time thing but if I could change something from last month, I would probably not have taken the painkiller that my mom's friend gave me because it resulted in me having an allergic reaction and I had to carry heavy skis, my poles and walk in my ski boots all the way back to my chalet and stop skiing for the entire trip. I missed out on the Supertrail Run with my coach and the Supertrail is the highest elevated peak in Australia. 

• 18. Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Probably my mom. Or my male cousin, don't get me wrong, I love my mom to death but she would just call me a ridiculous idiot for being so scared.

• 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? Uh, YES. Because he/she is a person regardless of his/her living situations.

• 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? I hate this. I shall not answer this.

• 22. Are you old fashioned? In what way? I don't even know what old-fashioned is described as nowadays.

• 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? I was nice to people in school today. I didn't expect anything in return, especially when I was nice to my new teachers.

• 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? Never loved at all because why work so hard for something like true love when you know you're eventually going to fall. 

• 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? For the world to be a better place.

I have a few lined up so I'm definitely going to do more of these...I like these things.

Now this second one's a picture so I'll type out the question-ish thing. (There were fifty so I picked a random 15 - if you want the thing, here's the image URL: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8doymuzy11rolxjbo1_500.png. This was taken from tumblr so I just changed tumblr to blogspot)

1. Full name: I'm not going to say it HAHA. But my name's definitely Amanda.

2. Zodiac sign: Cancer

3. 3 fears: Creepy crawlies, death and ghosts/demons/murderers/etc.

4. 3 things I love: THINGS. Food, laptops, beds.

5. My best friend: Don't do this to me.

6. Last song I listened to: Sunday Morning (Maroon 5)

7. 4 turn-ons: Humor, good looks (not a super, duper must but it's always a plus), reliability, caring

8. 4 turn-offs: Cockiness, untrustworthy, ignorant, bad breath (sorry)

9. How many tattoos and/or piercings I have: 3 piercings on my right ear, 2 on my left, no tattoos

10. The reason why I joined blogspot: I want to write and express everything that I bother to express

11. How I'm feeling right now: Excited yet nervous and a little bit sad.

12. 3 habits I have: Flicking the ends of my hair, crossing my big toe and second toe, tapping my fingers.

13. Something I'm talented at: I don't think I have any talents but I would say I can play the guitar?

14. A photo of myself: 

15. Number of kids I want: 2 or 3.

I've got a few more lined up as I definitely want to do more of these things. I really enjoy making these things for some reason. Oh well, turrah.