Upper West Side (30.3.12)

     Upper West Side was where my whole day was spent. Brownstone buildings, dog walkers with at least 3 dogs attached to their arms, pigeons, leafless trees, cute little shops by the sidewalk, cloudless blue skies, construction workers, mail trucks, sedan cars, little streets, main avenues, huge stores. I arrived there at about 11:30 in the morning. The ride there was absolutely amazing. The yellow taxi went through Central Park, which was lined with green, lush trees and gray stone. The drive through the middle of Central Park was interesting. It seemed like we were in a valley because the road was sort of a 'level' (more like 7 feet) below the grass and the 'walls' were covered with gray stone slabs. But what was more interesting was that there were little goblin-like houses that were on the grass level. They were made of the same kind of stone that lined the 'walls' but they had pretty little flowers growing on them and vines and all that. Interesting.

     After crossing Central Park, we hit the Upper West Side! The first road that we were on on the Upper West Side was Central Park South and crap, it's such a pretty tree-line road. The trees were all cherry blossom trees (the stupid ones that give me my allergies) and the flowers were all white. The buildings on the Upper West Side are almost all brownstone buildings, which are seriously such pretty buildings. We dined at this Asian food restaurant called Amber and I had Pad Thai (which I didn't finish, woops), some sushi, a good salad, miso soup and some sashimi. The restaurant was surprisingly big and very, very well decorated. It was sort of modern spiritual with some LED lights and a big Buddha in the back area.

     After our scrumptious meal, we continued walking down Columbus Avenue where we stopped at several shops. Club Monaco, Theory, Burberry and Rag & Bone. We walked further down until we reached Broadway and there it was. Standing in its glorious presence: the Apple Store. It's the second one I've seen in NYC, the first on being on the East Side opposite the Plaza Hotel, and it's the first one I've walked into. Holy crap, the store was huge. Its glass panels didn't help me minimize the size. And better yet, there was a lower ground floor where all the accessories were. That trip to that Apple Store made me ponder the hardest dang ponder ever why I changed to BlackBerry... I mean, the covers for the iPhone there were AMAZING. They were SO pretty. Not to mention, they had a Keep Calm and Carry On one AND they had a nice abstract paint one. JKDSADJKALS. I have an iPod touch 4th gen. but they don't sell covers with the designs on the iPhone covers. It's so stupid. Why don't they just print the same damn design on an iPod 4 case, hm? But anyways, I bought a new cover for my iPod whereas madré bought this Marilyn Monroe case for her MacBook and an iPhone case. I left the building still pondering why the heck I changed phones and walked on to TRADER JOE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Trader Joe's is a grocery store on 72nd and Broadway and it carries one of the widest ranges of food I have ever seen. Amazing. The shelves are all lined with either organic food, self-produced (Trader Joe's brand, which is still really good) or typical American meal ingredients. I loved it there, everything was so organized and pretty looking. The drawings on the walls, the cute decorations for each section (the egg section was made to look like a chicken's nest) and everything else. They even had escalators for the firetruck red carts we wheeled around. It was a good 30 minutes spent there. Trader Joe's O's (cereal), my TV dinner, hot puppies (mini hot dogs...see the joke?), some sushi, and eggs. We hailed down a cab on Broadway and rode home, which took about 20 minutes since we were on the East Side heading to the West Side. At one point during the ride, we were at Times Square. I didn't know... My mom did mention that we were NEAR it so I didn't think much of it. Not until I stopped gazing out the side windows of this yellow taxi cab and looked ahead. There it was: Times Square. The lights were on because by the time we reached that place it was about 5:30pm and the sun was beginning to set. Holy cow, it was amazing. However, the placed was packed like sardines in a can and before I could take a quick snapshot, we took a left and Times Square was out of my sight.

     The rest of my evening was rather chill. I consumed my lamb vindaloo meal whilst watching the Simpsons on Fox 5 (cherishing the amazing programs on TV here in the States) and started editing my photos. I was just jumping around sites and profiles when I realized it was 9pm and it was time for me to take my shower. After taking my shower, my lovely mother forced me to go to bed. But I didn't...now wait, don't think it was because I was a badass...it's because I started to read. HA. But I eventually started writing this post, the first two paragraphs, then I had to go to bed before mom caught me.

I have yet to ride the subway.

So....I apologize for this post being late. As if people read my blog....and as if I'm a blog people catch up with or read avidly.

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from H&M

!!!!!! found it at Urban Outfitters! I love that store.

Taxicab

Central Park South

lunch @ Amber

Upper West Side (West 70th St.)

Any Gossip Girl fans?

Columbus Ave.

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IDK man, I just really wanna compile all my tweets in one blog post.

City

Bright lights, pale face, peeling lips, cold sticks, clunking boots, yellow taxi cabs, fat pigeons, thin scarves, strong wind, leaves rustling, 'TAXIIIII!', police sirens, honking cars, store doors closing, store doors opening, sunlight on my face, blue skies, fluffy clouds, they're so fluffy i can die, marble carvings, street signs, starbucks on every corner, the smell of pretzels, hot dogs, little dogs, fresh coffee, cold air, clean pavements, disgusting cigarettes, shopping bags, big trucks, ambulances, beautiful buildings, tourist spots, new york city.

Steps (29.3.12)

     So today, I woke up at about 2:30 in the morning because I couldn't breath. Allergies, dammit. I tried to pass time by watching the Big Bang Theory and editing pictures. It worked, it was 5:00 am when my mother walked out of her room and said that I should've woken up her up, LOL. But she made me noodles and I watched the last 15 minutes or so of Nacho Libre, a movie that was not understandable. I fell back asleep at about 5:45 after I finished my noodles and managed to upload my edited pictures to Facebook.

     I woke up again at 9:50 later that morning, took my shower, at my ham and egg wrap, and then we left for 5th Avenue! The weather was rather chilly. People rushed by me at 'New York speed' but I managed to catch on with the speed by the end of the day, ha. Cars were driving by, trees were swaying in the wind, the sun was shining, the sky was blue as, clouds were flying by, and leaves rustling on the pavement. First stop, H&M! The store was only two stories but it was FULL of the most beautiful outfits EVER. Ahhh, I went...somewhat crazy. I got a few tops, a hoodie, shorts, earrings and a belt. We then continued walking and stopped at Urban Outfitters. I wouldn't mind living in that store...I can die happy now that I've visited it. 

     Urban Outfitters doesn't only sell clothing, they sell novelty books, lomo cameras, toy cameras and actual vinyl records. Ahhh. And the clothes they sell there are just..AMAZING, I loooooved it. I bought a denim vest, a top, a tribal printed backpack, the book 'Wreck This Journal' (AHFKLSJFKLSAJFKLAS), and probably two other things I've forgotten about because I'm tired as shit and can't think straight. We then walked down 5th Avenue and went to lunch at Rockefeller Plaza. 

     Rockefeller Plaza was so, so nice. HAHA vague description but then again my mind is blank and I can't think of anything else I can describe it with. Flags of countries of the world lined the outline of the plaza and sunlight poured down on the famous ice rink. Oh, and I went to Nintendo World. HAHA, I felt like such a nerd because I barely knew shit there except for some Pokémon. I walked past the NBC studios and saw the set of the Today Show! 1D performed there just last week, omgomgomgomgomg. I went into the NBC Experience Store and omg, they have so much merchandise from all the shows that air on NBC: FRIENDS, Seinfeld, Late Night with Jimmy Fallon, Law & Order, Burn Notice, The Today Show, the Simpsons, and other shows ha. I bought a FRIENDS mug and an NBC Studios keychain with my name on it, yay! After that, we hit Tiffany & Co. and that place is six freaking stories tall, ahh. The interiors were SO pretty. Marble floors, carved plaster ceilings, huge windows, ahhh, just so pretty. 

    Then we just continued walking and went to some hotel to rest for a bit at the bar, LOL. After that, we took a taxi cab back to the apartment and I haven't been doing anything productive... What a day.

Singapore - Frankfurt - New York City (28.3.12)

     So my journey started on the 27th of March, GMT +8:00 at Kuala Lumpur International Airport. My flight to Singapore's Changi International was just 2 hours away from when I stepped onto the airport's drop-off sidewalk. My mom, her friend and I checked in and then went to the lounge to relax for twenty minutes or so before our 3 flights commenced. When the time came, we walked over to the gate and boarded the Singapore Airlines flight to Changi International Airport.

     45 minutes of sitting on an airplane, straight-backed, with little foot room and barely any entertainment. Not really torture compared to the next two flights I was about to board. I disembarked the flight and we immediately made way to this Singaporean food restaurant at Changi's Terminal 3, which was new and really modern. After our meal, we walked over to the gate and boarded our flight for Frankfurt, Germany.

     I was sat by the window with a family with one toddler behind me. You know where this is going. The mother communicating with nobody but the TV, the father trying to tame the child and the child kicking at my seat and screaming because he thinks that seatbelt is going to rape him. On the entire 13-hour journey to Frankfurt, I had constant bumps and jerks on the back of my seat due to the restless child squirming around behind me. Not to mention, he could not stop saying 'NO! NO SEATBELT!' 'NO! I WANT SCOOBY DOO!' 'DADDY CAN I PLAY GAME NOW?' 'DADDY NO I DON'T WANT IT' 'NO!' 'FJKLSAJFKLSAJFKALSHFKALJAAAHAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!'. And I'm sat there tired as poo due to time zones and whatever about to murder something. There was a vast range of entertainment channels, music and whatnot to indulge myself in but I decided not to bother with it. And the channels and shows on were decent. Modern Family, the Big Bang Theory (!), Up All Night (CD), + by Ed Sheeran (CD), and other stuff that I like. But I dealt with it and went to sleep just so I won't be as tired when I arrive at the Frankfurt Airport and stuff. I also attempted sudoku. LOL.

     When we landed at the airport, I dashed out of the plane with my mom and her friend. The airport was acceptable. Not the worst I've been to. But we had to rush through because we only had about 35 minutes to get from one end of the terminal to the other end and I stopped by to get a banana, LOL. And airport security ate about 15 minutes of our time. But when we got to the gate, we had to wait another 20 minutes before we could step onto the aircraft. WTF. Another 8-hour flight awaited me but this time, it was to the most anticipated location: JFK Airport, New York.

     Yet again, the family sat behind me because they too were going to New York. This time, the kicking got worse and I got less sleep. JOY. But I took out my laptop and watched some the Big Bang Theory, woo. I basically did nothing for the remaining four hours but listen to music, attempt sudoku again and finished up my NY journal. We finally arrived at JFK and as we were walking to the immigration counters, all I could hear was the clunks and taps of the hard soles of people's shoes. Then there was the awkward click and clang due to the metal end of my Mulberry Alexa bad hitting my bag's handle. That was the only other sound apart from the shoes. AWWWWKKKWARRRDDD.

    We had to line up for about and hour because out of 50 available immigration counters, only 4 were being used and there were about 200+ people from two different flights in line. But yeah, we got past immigration and customs, found our car and made our way to the apartment. When we reached the apartment, I finally took a long-awaited shower and started utilizing the Internet and cable TV. At about 4pm, we made way to Little Korea, which is literally a block down from we we're living. We had dinner there aaaand now I'm here.

     And I found out that it's high-allergy season because of pollen and whatnot and I'm allergic to pollen so yay me. I'm sitting here trying to beat jet-lag and looking forward to tomorrow because I'm finally gonna be in the middle of Manhattan shopping on Fifth Avenue and all that.

Sunrise in Frankfurt

Sunrise in Frankfurt

Sunrise in Frankfurt

East 33rd Street

Madison Ave.

East 32nd Street

Something I had for lunch

Something I had to hopefully wake me up -- it didn't work

On the way to NYC from JFK

I apologize for the super long post but I'll be doing this everyday of my trip so deal with it or leave, bye. x

Beware

A super long post coming up.

Story

SO, I'm in NYC and I'm gonna be posting daily just to be able to get all my opinions and thoughts out of my mind. And I might write as if I were writing a story book, JUST SAYING.

Bye

YES, TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT. I'm off to Singapore, then Frankfurt, both for transit, and then TO NEW YORK CITY! I researched JFK and the airport is sooo....amazing. But I just can't wait to get to New York even though my ass will be flat by the time I get there because of the longass flights.

I just imagine myself being the Asian that looks like a toad amongst the New Yorkers and having them look at me because I'm strange.

I just want to be able to walk down an avenue, boulevard or something with a Starbucks in hand, DSLR hanging off one shoulder and my bag off the other, without a darn care in the world. But that probably won't happen.

I have so much I want to see and do, I feel like I won't have the time to do it. But I'll definitely make the time to blog everyday, tweet and skype. Because the Internet Killed Television. This is my last post for today AND tomorrow because I'll only be arriving in NYC in the morning, NY time, which will be at night for Malaysians. NY time is basically 12 hours behind MY time. So yeah.

Ahh the excitement. ANYWAYS, TOODALOO.

Accurate

Not that I know the 'sex feeling' lol.

Dread

I've always dreaded packing, especially for cold countries. I still do.

Doodle

Top left: the pens I used; top left: the pictures I printed; bottom left: the front page of my book, I drew that (ah, I'm so happy with it); bottom right: my name that I drew, pasted on the inside cover of my book.

I've pasted all the pictures and am done with some of the sections' pages designs and section covers so yay!

Hm

So I had a pretty blah day until PE, which was last block. I had Asian Studies first and we watched the last bit of the movie, The Killing Fields. The ending was such an amazing ending. Alice and I was shrieking of happiness and I teared up. Cue LOL. Then we had to take notes on the Khmer Rouge, Pol Pot, and Sydney Schanberg, an incredible man. Pol Pot was a bastard. The Khmer Rouge was full of bastards. Sydney Schanberg, is an amazing human. But Dith Pran, he's someone who I respect SO much. Amazing, incredible, brave, caring, human.

ANYWAYS, then we had English. We did a Harkness discussion and YESSSS, WE GOT AN A-. And then grammar work. Science was cool. Watched a movie about polar bears, penguins and walruses. And whales too. Then we had free time so that was a pointless class.

AND THEN PE. We were supposed to swim but...the lightning meter showed that it wasn't safe to swim because thunder was near so we ended up not swimming and going to the gym to play volley-wolley-ball, woo! HAHA I SUCK SO BAD AT VOLLEYBALL, IT'S REALLY FUNNY TO WATCH ME. But that's about it.

Came home, showered, OH AND I LOVE THE GAME HIT TENNIS 2 ON THE IPAD. SO ADDICTING. But it's one of those apps with like...in-app purchases so I'm pissed. And I haven't packed for New York yet and here I am, blogging.

I should probably pack.

1 more day

NYC Journal

AAAAAS I've said before, I'm going to keep a little notebook with me as I go around New York jotting things down, doodling meaningless crap and ticking off my to-do lists. Yes, LISTS. And after a day of looking for good pictures and outfits that I want to get (or rather get lookalikes), I've finally compiled all the pictures I need!

Click on the pictures to enlarge them, ye.

Decision

I need to pic my courses for next year...I can't. I've confirmed my first choices for electives: newspaper/journalism & business. For my second choice, I initially picked ceramics but then my mom told me it was useless...and it has nothing to do with what I want to study. My third choice WAS choir...but I probably won't take it.

I need to get the form in tomorrow to make sure I get my first choice but I still have to get my math teacher to sign it, and I need to decide on my courses. F.

Currently

Right now, I'm going crazy looking for outfits I want to get while in the Big Apple and the one website I'm stuck on is Pull and Bear's website. I absolutely love their clothing, even though I don't currently own a clothing item from their store. LOL. But yeah, I want to get so many things but I'll look like a clown in all of them, seriously.

FU-

Jibber Jabber

I love having heart-to-heart talks. But then again, who doesn't?

Talking to someone with the same views as yours is just so..relieving. It's nice knowing that you're not the only one thinking what you're think about someone, something or whatever. And when you laugh while talking, everything's just better.

I have....well one or two people I can have a heart-to-heart talk with. But the talks aren't usually serious. It's just tossing the crap and cutting the fat. Not meaningless crap though.

Click

Hopefully I don't fail at taking photographs in New York...HAHA I FAIL AT TAKING PHOTOS. Forgot all about aperture and ISO.....yay.

Sunny Rain

Went to Bangsar and Pavilion today. I'm knackered. I got a hair cut and a pedicure, yay! I sat on my ass for approximately one and a half hours. ASS ACHE! Anyways, then we ate at the Pavilion food courtttt. Went around to shop and saw a bunch of outfits I wanna get.

I actually don't wanna look like a retard on the streets of New York. Who does. But for me..it's like....fashion-wise. I NEED NEW CLOTHES AJDKLS. I'm gonna go buy my Moleskin and Vogue, Teen Vogue and all that jazz laaater.

I'm actually so tired what the hell. Dao Rae for dinner woo!

Big Apple

4 more days. 4 more days. I actually can't believe it. It's actually so surreal....I can't believe I'm actually going to be in the concrete jungle, in the presence of the New York Times, in the presence of tall, old, & glass buildings, in one of the world's fashion capital, IN NEW YORK CITY FFS.

I'm going to be walking around in the presence of all these 'fabulous' people. But that's bittersweet because all these good looking people will be around me and I'll just be there...shit. Hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together with my dressing and shit.

I've decided that I'm going to get a notebook this weekend and I'm going to go on the hunt for beautiful outfits I want to own, even though I'll look like clown in them. I'm gonna print out all the things I want to see/do/own and I'm gonna just jot down little doodles and whatever I did. For example, if I was on the subway to somewhere on the 'L' line, I'd draw a little 'L' logo and my initial point to my destination. I'm actually really excited about this LOL.

But I'm definitely looking forward to NYC and hopefully I'll get some nice outfits like a leather jacket with a nice floral tank underneath, black skinnies and some ankle boots or something. And I'm gonna cut my hair on Sunday but I'll ask the hairdresser to make it braid-able...I've been wanting to braid my hair but always failed due to my stupid layers and ugly hair...

Stupidity

A lot of people in my grade this year just blow a lot of things out of proportion.

They take things too seriously.

Some of them can't even stand up for themselves, they drag at least 5 other people who are on 'their side' into the whole conflict.

Don't cry or talk about your problems. Do something about it.

2012-13

We got the course description guide during science today and we had to pick out subjects for next year. Basically I have to take up 8 courses and 5 of them are already mandatory -- English, World Studies, Math (which I still have to pick Advanced or Integrated...), Science and Phys. Ed. Then I have to pick two electives... I would list them all but there are a lot. HAHA. And I'm too lazy. But basically...the ones I would actually do shit in and would like are: Ceramics, Choir, Theater Tech (which I'm probs not gonna do actually), Film Studies, Newspaper/Journalism (A MUST) & Business. I've actually decided on my first choicesL Newspaper and Business. But then I have to pick my second and third choices...which I can't pick.

I would most probably choose Ceramics and Choir as my second and third choices... The tenth graders this year are telling me that Marketing is utter shit. So, no.

And I wish I could drop Mandarin and get another elective because I wanna do AB Initio Malay but NOOOO I'm Malaysian and I can't. FUFUFUUFUFUFUFUFUFUUUUUUUU.

22.3.12

English, PE, Science, Asian Studies.

Vocab test + essay outline in English stressed me out. Not really the test part cus it was easy as easy bake. But the outline screwed me over 283290 times. I was sweating while writing it. My teacher gave the hardest essay questions ever and I was contemplating on two choices for like 30 minutes before deciding which one I would do. Not that you care.

PE - Gaellic football. I am a fail at it. Science - Course Selection... Asian Studies - Killing Fields movie. Hella graphic but cool. Alice and I started screaming when we saw the skulls and shyt because it was soooo sudden and Ms. Shepherd just started laughing at us...along with the rest of the class. YAY!

Big Bang Theory

I recently started watching the Big Bang Theory, well not recently...actually it was three days ago. And I haven't been watching it religiously, unlike how I watch FRIENDS and Castle. But idk. I just find it so funny and amusing.

It's a show that I actually laugh out loud to.

You know?

You know those moments when you just don't know whether you're pissed, confused, sad or just...nothing?

Nothing

My day comprised of basically...nothingness. It's sad how I think the highlight of my day was actually health ed class where we watched a 55 minute long documentary on smoking. It was disgusting...but full of facts, which I sorta have this thing for. The rest of my day was...average. Mandarin was boring, as per normal but we had a little feast for the last 20 minutes because it was the last time our sub teacher of three months was gonna teach us. Not that I was sad... And then I had tech, which went by astonishingly slowly. I also got annoyed a lot in tech, oh well. Math came next and I openly laughed at people. Felt good. Trigonometry is sorta fun, in my opinion. Well, the basics of it. Lastly, HEALTH. We basically just watched that documentary and had a little class discussion.

I then had to go for pilates, which was strenuous but I guess good for me. My flexibility went down shitloads because I actually stopped pilates for six months due to touch season BUT I REGRET NOTHING. Touch is worth the loss of flexibility...not that I had any. Ahh, then I went over to my mom's friend's house for a little housewarming party.

My day was nothing.

Mind

I have the urge to blog a lot tonight. So I will. And I'm gonna be organized because I'd rather have one long post than...idk, I like long posts.

Liverpool FC
They played Everton last week in the Merseyside Derby AND THEY WON. 3-0. All by Captain Fantastic, a.k.a. Steven Gerrard mostly assisted by Luis Suarez! I didn't watch the game..I'm sad but it was beyond amazing waking up to the news that the red boys have won! And I was beyond euphoric when I found out that Stevie scored all three goals, hence achieving a hat-trick! I just couldn't put my happiness into words and I couldn't express it to anybody for a number of reasons. 1. Nobody in my house watches football except for me and my cousin who abysmally supports.....the red devils. 2. Nobody that I talk to in my grade supports Liverpool LOL. 3. Even if I could, I didn't know how to put my feelings into words, I was too ecstatic. I just didn't know how to explain how happy I was that Stevie scored all three goals. I mean yeah, it would've been amazing if any other players scored because, face it, it's Everton, it's the Merseyside Derby. But for Stevie, it must've been one of the best days ever for him because 1. he scored a bloody hat-trick, 2. it was against Everton, LFC's longtime rivals and 3. he's getting old, close to retiring in fact and he's been playing at LFC his whole football career. His youth club was LFC, and look, he's close to retirement and he's still at LFC. He hasn't even retired from the game yet and many already call him a legend. His idol is Ian Rush (I met him, yes, I still can't believe it) and people already COMPARE him to Rush. Imagine you being compared to your idol in a positive way without even retiring from what you do yet. And then they played Stoke just this weekend and Suarez netted an early goal, followed by a goal by Crouch from Stoke (which brought the game to a 1-1 draw at HT) and in the second half, STEWIE SCORED! Yay!

Fernando Torres
Somebody turned 28 today! NANDO NANDO NANDO NANDO NANDO! Ahh, my El Niño is 28! LOL, I sound like a grandmother. Anyways, it's Nando's birthday today (Yes, I'm a little late but oh well!) and ahhhh! YAY! Happy Birthday Nando! Even though he plays for Chelsea now...I still have this soft spot for him. IDK. I was absolutely gutted when Roy Stupid Hodgson sold him for 50 million pounds, which isn't even close to what he was worth when he was in Liverpool, to Chelsea back in 2011. Nando was in top form during that season in Liverpool and it was all downhill from when he moved to Chelsea. Oh well, I know he still has those skills up his sleeve (he just netted two goals for Chelsea last week, yay for Nando!) and he's just being....underestimated there I guess. Thank God, Villas-Boas was sacked LOL. ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANDO! I love you so much.

New York City

I'm leaving to New York City next Tuesday (27th) and I arrive back here on the 9th, which is the day school starts. I arrive back here at about 7:30am and me being the Asian that I am, I plan to go to school at around lunch time. I hate missing school. I'm already missing the last day of school before spring break...sigh. And even worse, I'm missing Grant's visit to Malaysia. Epic facepalm. I'm actually really sad about this. But New York will be....an experience. I've never been to New York before so I actually can't wait. While I'm there, I'm going to visit the Statue of Liberty, the Empire State Building, Ground Zero, Wall Street, the Natural History Museum, the MET, Niagara Falls, 5th Av., Central Park, Rockefeller Center, Times Square aaaaaaand COLUMBIA UNIVERSITY. It's one of my top choices so I'm shitting my pants because I'm actually going to have a tour of the place. And I'm staying in this service suite thing so yay. Going to be taking loads of pictures and hopefully I can sneak in a little internet time back at the suite so I can tweet and blog. I'm actually going to make a list of things that I want to buy and do. It'll contain mostly things that I need to fill my closet up with, organize my desk with and decorate my room and laptop cover with! I'll also be on the hunt for...River Viiperi HAHAHAHHA. And other celebrities but I'll probs drop my balls before even approaching them for a picture....if I even dare to ask them. Is it even allowed? OH WELL. WE'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

I actually want to write more....but I'm going to bed.

Tumblrs

I've updated a lot of my tumblr shit so here's all the new links and one new blog -- I have no life.

Fashion -- fashiongasm
One Direction -- fivecarrotsticks
I guess you can say...indie? Pretty shit (n.), I guess. -- f-reefall
Personal -- electricavenu-e

Go on and follow!

I sound like a commercial.

Finally

I finally have the time to blog again! So much has happened since the last time I've blogged but I don't want you to waste your time. I basically have been having innumerable tests, attempts to get fit and healthy and I've changed my thoughts about a lot of people.

Some people in my grade.....unexplainably....ugh. Makes me pissed just THINKING about them. I can name at least 5 people off the top of my head/tip of my tongue that I would gladly slap with a hard object right across the face right now. Not because I'm holding grudges, not because of MY personal opinions about them....it's because...they need to learn how to grow up and accept things. Stand up for yourself, for christ's sake. LET IT GO. And they're all so...JAKSLJDASKLDJAL not gonna go into further details.

ANWAYS, spring break is in a week and a day! I'm GOING TO NEW YORK CITY. The city of dreams (LOL), the Big Apple, the concrete jungle. Finally.

Gonna revamp my blog, and hopefully find the time to blog more especially on my travel days in New York City!