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Is it good that I'm always putting on a happy face just to make sure the people around me have it easy? I'm a crowd-pleaser and I can be a pushover....

Oh, and then there's volleyball. I feel like I'm never doing enough for the team. There are also people I want to just throw a ball at and say "Wake up, we're actually playing volleyball; maybe if you listen to our instructions and 'tips' you could improve and stop beating yourself up. Accept stuff too. God."

Ah what place am I in to say that though, I'm not even good lol.

And then there are people on the team whom I look at as people I want to improve to be: Fiona, Sofea. I've got a long way to go but I guess I'll keep going.

Bye.