Big Apple

4 more days. 4 more days. I actually can't believe it. It's actually so surreal....I can't believe I'm actually going to be in the concrete jungle, in the presence of the New York Times, in the presence of tall, old, & glass buildings, in one of the world's fashion capital, IN NEW YORK CITY FFS.

I'm going to be walking around in the presence of all these 'fabulous' people. But that's bittersweet because all these good looking people will be around me and I'll just be there...shit. Hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together with my dressing and shit.

I've decided that I'm going to get a notebook this weekend and I'm going to go on the hunt for beautiful outfits I want to own, even though I'll look like clown in them. I'm gonna print out all the things I want to see/do/own and I'm gonna just jot down little doodles and whatever I did. For example, if I was on the subway to somewhere on the 'L' line, I'd draw a little 'L' logo and my initial point to my destination. I'm actually really excited about this LOL.

But I'm definitely looking forward to NYC and hopefully I'll get some nice outfits like a leather jacket with a nice floral tank underneath, black skinnies and some ankle boots or something. And I'm gonna cut my hair on Sunday but I'll ask the hairdresser to make it braid-able...I've been wanting to braid my hair but always failed due to my stupid layers and ugly hair...